In my dreams, You & I

In my dreams, there's a lot of noise and I'm scared of all the wrongs that could have happened. In my dreams, there's people and voices and colors and dreams. In my dreams something goes wrong but my mind is unable to comprehend all of it. In my dreams, I finally find you but we still haven't made up for all the wrongs we did. In my dreams, we are talking too much and too fast. I want us to slow down. I don't want this to end. I want to look into your eyes a little longer. I want to ask you how you've been, but it is all happening way too fast. You are driving the car and saying things I don't understand. Somehow between the chaos my hand touches you and its all calm and silent now. You smile at me as if saying you've missed me too. And I think that is the reason I don't remember what we were talking. Even in my dreams your smile has that effect on me. And then we stop talking verbally cause it's never worked for us and talk through smiles and glances again.

Beyond this

Picture this: Somewhere in the northern hemisphere, there's a beautiful rain-forest. The moon is shining bright and full in the clear waters of the woods and the young stag has come to admire his magnificent set of antlers. A young doe watches him from afar and I'm hoping the lions don't find them tonight. Not tonight. Please. Not this night.

Picture this: Somewhere in a different universe there's a war in the name of peace just like down here, and two lovers decide to set out to find the Earth in hopes of having a better life and I'm praying we learn the value of love before our guests arrive.

Picture this: The sun-rays found their way to the glaciers and the sea finally commits to the shore, and the whole world is drowning as they make love to each other.


The lions didn't kill those deers and we didn't get an opportunity to disappoint our visitors. The nature decided to take over and now, it's way too late for the sorries and I love yous.  

Messy hair, lazy eyes
Beautiful day, with you by my side
A long forgotten "once upon a time"...

Even when summer left,
you were always there to give me warmth
Even when autumn came,
you'd keep me close cause I hated the storms
Even when winter came,
you wouldn't let the cold cause harm
And when spring finally showed it's face,
we danced around like flowers new formed...

But some stories can not be penned down because there never were any words exchanged to document, never any feelings portrayed. It all perhaps happened in glances and daydreams. In thoughts and deep within the crevices of the heart. Some stories can not be penned down because they died in the thoughts and the what ifs. Because they died long before they even began.

Not much to the story, just one mistake
you screamed lonely
& I heard stay...

An Unfinished Journey

Two room apartment
Place for a 100
Laughter echoing
Of hearts unbruised
A bunch of kids
Living life of their dreams
They played fairytales
While living it off screen
They defeated dragons
And fought with every evil being
Set out on journeys
Along the seas
The ships never reached their destination
And no one cared
Cause the journey gave every pleasure
No destination could have spared
The games soon ended
Up the kids grew
To better places
Each one flew
Big houses now
But place for no one
The laughter now
Sans any emotion
There's no time for fairytales
The evil ones won
The ship never reached its destination
And every old passenger
Still its journey longs...