Mindless Dreaming

I'm trying to save your smile in our memories that blur
I'm trying to treasure the traces of what we were
I'm trying to look for some truth in your lies
I'm trying to find a little love in your eyes
I'm trying to figure out if you were really mine
I'm trying to read in between the lines
I'm trying, I'm trying
I'm trying to believe your lies, your excuses
I'm trying to prove how love never loses
I'm trying to ignore the bruises painted with your name
I'm trying not to burn in your flame
I'm trying to beautify the scars
I'm trying to reignite the sparks
I'm trying to swallow all your bad remarks
I'm trying not to collapse in the dark
I'm trying not to let love depart
I'm trying to imagine you with a heart...