Full of Emptiness

& you feel empty, the kind of empty that leaves no space for any emotion.  You could watch a filthy massacre and not blink an eye, you don't feel a thing, you just wanna die.  Its funny how unaffected, how something bordering the word 'invincible' could define you now. Its funny how a human can change you, how they can change your life, your heart into an irreparable mass of shattered dreams held together with broken promises and countless lies & its funny how they take everything away from you...even yourself & its funny how you just watch helplessly, funny how you can do nothing for yourself & its funny how you still survive as that empty life-less wreckage.